A Great Cloud...

Recently, I had the experience of being able to come before the consistory of my home church, the church that I grew up in, seeking affirmation and support for my decision to enter seminary. This may sound like a rather scary experience for some of you, somewhat of an inquisition type atmosphere where they drill you to see if you're worthy enough for their support... much less seminary.

I have to admit that an atmosphere like that would be rather intimidating and that is in fact something like what I expected. It was, however, quite different that than. Think back, if you have a moment... to your childhood... to all the people that were there, that influenced you, taught you, helped you to grow into the person you are today. Now, years later, as you have grown and matured, you have the opportunity to come before them to show them how God used them and worked in your life to make you the person you have become. You then have an opportunity to say that God has used them in what is now a very real and visible way to impact others as well!!

This is the experience that I had. Yes, there were questions from them. There was also approval and encouragement from them! But ultimately it was for me, the ability to meet with many people that have had a very profound impact on my life to talk with, respond to, be encouraged and prayed for by some of the formative people in my life.

I really think that this is a very physical experience of what the writer of Hebrews was talking about in Hebrews 12:1-3 when He wrote:
"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."

I didn't really realize how grateful I am for my cloud of witnesses... but I am... so grateful it almost moves me to tears. I have been so blessed by those of you, my friends, family, teachers, and mentors, and what God has done for me through you. I only hope that my life and the race that I am running is one that you too can be proud of... and that you can know that God used YOU to impact even just one life.

THANK YOU my friends... for all you have done and all you will do! I covet your prayers in this time of change and transition... and would like to know how I can pray for you too in this time as well.

Grace and Peace...